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living in a dorm. away from my mom.
is going to be the best present ever.
im sooo sick of dealing with the bitching 24/7.
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suuurveey.
First off, you like boys right?
lol yesss.
Ever kissed a Joe, Kevin, or Nick?
kevin. and i think thats it.
Do you tend to fall for players?
noo. i always tell sal hes a player tho. welll. he was.
Will you have a boyfriend in 2 months?
probaly.
Have you ever had a boy best friend?
brian burke was. then he decided to hate me.
but then i had sal =]
Does the song you're listening to remind you of a special boy?
hes not special. but yes. this is an old ass song - too much to ask - avril. haha yess.
Is there a hot boy on your friends on myspace?
no.
Do you always find it cute when boys call you babe/baby?
i never used to like it.. but i do now.
Has a boy ever complimented your hair?
lol yea
What would you do if a cute boy wrote a song for you?
i dont know.
Has a boy ever asked your best friend about you?
yeah.
Do you like hugs from cute boys?
yes.
Next time you'll kiss a boy?
whenever i see sal.
Longest you've ever liked a boy?
soph year - to senior year
Has a boy ever asked you for advice regarding a friend of yours?
yea
Do you like slow dancing with boys or fast?
GRINDINN' FASHO. lmao
Where does the last person you kissed go to school?
going to prairie state
Last person you talked on the phone with?
kristy
Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
wel i cant drive my moms car bc shes guna be gone all day. so cool.
Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
i woke up to a text.
Whats your relationship with the person you last texted?
my boy <3
What are your plans for today?
wellll my mom is gone for the day so i have no car to drive.
soo. im hoping to get blazed and just chill and eat.
then i have no idea . probaly going out tonight or something.
Where was your default picture taken?
idk what is my picture ?
Do you wish someone would call you right now?
just waiting for ksmith to call !
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
that i have no car to drive
Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
nope
Do you miss someone?
yeah
If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
im being spacy, im upset, or im tired.
When was the last time you cried?
idk the other day. ive been emotional since the accident... lol
Do you have a best friend?
brittney <333
and apesss
and kristy
Are you happy at the moment?
yeah
Are you a morning person or a night person?
night.
Do you want to get married?
yes i do.
What were you doing at 1am this morning?
i was watching tv.
You're in the hospital, who of your friends would you call?
brittney, sal, april, jordin n morgan, kristy
Do people underestimate you?
always.
that was kinda a gay survey..
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| hey. so i completely forgot about xanga... then april decided to put the link in her profile lol. so i clicked on it and started reading some of my old ones. and some of aprils . and like leah and meghans. lol i miss making entrys in here. its good just to write down how you feel. so last night was a newsflash. it was kristys grad party. somuchfun<3. then reality and alcohol set in. and the couples started argueing lol. i cried. alot. i am so scared to go to college. i dont want to leave some of my friends behind. to be honest, i was supposed to stay home. then sal decided to be a douschebag around prom. and i couldnt take it anymore. so i told my parents i wanted to go to eastern for sure. bc i thought i had to get away. but thats the last thing i want to do right now. i just dont know if im ready. but yeah. minus the fighting, last night was good. i got to really think about things. i had a few cigarettes outside by myself just to think. ha. but when i had a talk with sal last night, he said some really true things. and it hurts. bc college is a whole new life. and im about to go into it. and let me tell you, i dont know if i can handle it. but all in all. i know one thing. and thats that, i love him. and its the best feeling in the world. and no one is going to change that. so anyway, im listening to .forever. right now. and its probaly the most amazing song ive ever heard. lol. and now it makes me think of 'so you think you can dance!!' uggh tht dance was so good. hahah i cannot believe i found this.... i made it for my myspace page...  
haha funniest thing ever. i cannot believe sal did that. lmao. hes so dumb. 
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| okayy.. im done being mean for now. until i get in another bad mood. PROMS THIS WEEKEND !!! IM SO EXCITED <3 ! =] |
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| today was the worst day ever.
seriously. i had the woorsttt luck. and im so over highschool.
i just want to leave and move on with my life. you.
your not who i thought you were. and you.
you just walk stupid & need to brush your eyelashes. and you.
can stop saying shit about ppl, bc no one even likes you. seriously. |
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